Banner - fail !

Okay it's like this, I was trying to make a banners for this blog, but somehow it didn't turn out great - at all - not even the tiniest bit ! Ugh ! I - I don't know what was going through my head, in the end I was like - what? is this a banner? Or just space filling? Gah ! Heh I drew myself being hug by one of my neko character, I don;t know about the expression, I don't know why I was holding a pen a book and I don't even - know - why is my character hugging me? .... okay I need to cool off for just a bit, y'all just - ah enjoy it if you like, I'm out ! ugsdbchdsfcysxvsxsbueudtbswhjfdxygxjsabxsxbcs....